In primary school, I had dreamt of running my own business. What business exactly? I didn’t know. I just knew that I kind of liked the term ‘businesswoman’ and loved wearing sharp power suits.
My brother and I. Not exactly in a powersuit but yeah, you get the idea!
Gradually, secondary, college and university groomed me to embark on the corporate track. My ambitions evolved from a social worker to a hot-shot banker. Entrepreneurial dreams were largely cast aside. So imagine my amazement on the last day of my exams – It was a nerve-wrecking science paper with ancient questions on Galileo, Copernicus and Issac Newton – when I officially welcome my occupation – ‘Self-employed’.
I hadn’t really set out to become a boss so early in life. It was just a hazy, fuzzy thought up in my head. Yet in some way or another, I grabbed opportunities that came along and landed here.
A candid moment with colleague at Shangri-la Yunnan. Despite earning less than $400 per month, shuttling between cities and OT, I wouldn't have traded this internship for another
To say that I have complete confidence all the time is a huge lie. There are insecurities as I see friends clinching stable jobs, earning good incomes. After all, we are frequently judged by the income we earn. What would people think if I told them that I am earning barely $2000 per month?
Self criticism is present and is perhaps the harshest too. I can foresee my worries if I cannot earn enough to offer my parents a good life. Questioning of self-worth will set in as well.
While these pessimistic thoughts are carved in me, I am gradually embracing my occupation. If I never start now, I probably wouldn’t in future. In a couple of years, stakes are higher and it gets more difficult to divorce your plush life for a bagful of uncertainties.
Finding a good business partner is perhaps second in terms of difficulty to finding a marriage partner. All the ingredients to a good partnership are almost similar to a loving marriage, don’t you agree? Chemistry, communication and trust. And if you found one now, why wait? Consummate the union by starting a business!
A picture taken after a networking session. Shannon and I reconnected with Professor Rani Tan from SMU
The most compelling reason is my burning desire to run my own firm, I like creating something from scratch (thanks to Lego and Monopoly I played as a kid) and able to call it my own.
What would you notice in a restaurant on a date? I would survey the menu layout, service standards, ambience and prices. What about a short getaway? I love understanding local market trends, find out what’s in and what’s not. What about in your sleep? I dream about Artyii hitting 1 million unique IPs. This is no occupation hazard, it is just build into me, like how every bungalow/apartment/condo has a WC by default (I just remembered a friend who says that this WC business is lucrative because every house needs it). You can say I’m workaholic, but I insist otherwise, because really, it isn’t work to me.
How many of us can really realise our childhood dreams? I have the opportunity now and I’m not going to let go without a fight!